Purest at heart

It's so frustrating to think about how it's been the purest of heart that have been taken from the lives of myself and my friends this past year. There must be some underlying message that I'm missing, but it's just so infuriating. I work in a few hours and have yet to decide whether to wear makeup or not yet. I hate the feeling of knowing you're about to cry when you're wearing nonwaterproof makeup. Ughh. This day isn't going well already. 2010 sure welcomed itself with a bang.